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04-08-03, 02:13 PM | #1 | |
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*~John Doe~* a.k.a "My Father" (The Letter)
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John Doe's words were spoken,---
at a young age I never knew-- covering lies with empty promises--- which left me emotionless & confused--- had a mommy and a daddy combined, in one person but when the two were together it resulted in physical cursing--- I could'nt cope with the thought of being the one tarnished reluctant to the fact that never was I, open-hearted--- But soon I reached a older age where I could really understand, that it took more than a dick and a sperm-filled hand--- empty sacks of paraphenalia removed times from sudden beatings, why did your anguish strict rage result in my soul bleeding---- Apologizing constantly I flinched with distant hugs--- just prayed that you wouldn't kill me all I wanted was your love---- I cried when you slammed the door saying don't come back, could'nt even look me in my eyes without a panic attack--- all I wanted was a daddy and I begged for you to stay leaving clues of no interest I discover till this day--- drowning in my own guilt a battered and bruised soul no control in my life still looking for that console---- Toxic tidal waves of stress spawning into my scene leaving me young and wise in a state thats only serene--- still there's tomorrow, where fathers and children glisten, all I wanted was a figure that's manly and who would listen--- but for you theres no respect, just memories of cheap thrills conflicting my decision, in a life of assorted pills--- to you I gave my heart, and you gave me a closed fist, throwing my love away like paper in the deepest hole of abyss--- you murdered me emotionally and strangled my realest change, now I'm prone to the pain, sort of numb like novacain--- But see my mind feels naked still not knowing why it's me your first born pride you were intrigued to deprive---- a mailbox with no mail with emptiness that remains a human really without a being so it's me that you slained---- hmm my first tragedy which I united with death but for you I refuse to take BaKardii's last breath---- a constant search for the answers, for your love I wont recapture, I was just a conquest with many saying "why her"----- respectively you've made me stronger but theres no thank you's in crevices it can't and wont find my lips my hate has worsened since---- so this is my letter to you dad I'm fleeting and still I stand, it takes a boy to be a daddy and a father to be a man.... I Hate You |
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04-08-03, 02:14 PM | #2 | |
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just input please....I put alot of thought into this one
just holler. |
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04-08-03, 03:12 PM | #3 | |
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UPPIN GET ATCHA GURL
HOLLER |
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04-09-03, 09:58 AM | #4 | |
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^^^^ styll why ya'll sleep so much in here?!??!
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04-09-03, 04:23 PM | #5 | |
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Nice imagery..i felt your power of written word...keep on and let your mind do the typing
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04-09-03, 04:27 PM | #6 | |
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free postin sorry ass mother fucker
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04-10-03, 05:48 AM | #7 | ||
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aiyyo...first of all respect...i felt that poem right there...nice imagery and touching namsayin...i felt the pain and hate in your words...that was just a lovely poem....i read it all the way thru as well...holla
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04-11-03, 08:48 AM | #8 | |
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thanx it wasjust some shyt I felt I needed to do, to be honest wit cha I cried when I first wrote this.....BUT ENUFF OF THE SOFT SHYT.....^^^^^^^^^ |
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04-13-03, 02:48 AM | #9 | |
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UPPIN!!!!!!
i don't know y niggaz slept on that shit. i thought it was hot! the whole piece was hot! i had so many fav part i can't quote them all. so i'ma just tell u the imagery-- HOT, the structure of the poem-- HOT, the shit itself was just --HOT. i can tell the topic was a touchy one, that's why written can b such a relief. where would we b w/o it? |
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04-17-03, 10:08 AM | #10 | |
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thnx mi'ha
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04-17-03, 10:22 AM | #11 | |
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uppin
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04-17-03, 01:54 PM | #12 | |
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Nice imagery girl.. a touching piece.. your good at though aren't ya lol... OoNnEe
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04-21-03, 11:04 AM | #13 | |
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I could be
anyway I'm uppin this abot holler at me |
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04-22-03, 05:01 AM | #14 | |
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yo shit was tight girl your really good
come peeps my shit Beware of the boys.my life in Open Mic |
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04-23-03, 08:44 AM | #15 | |
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UmMmM.....
Thanx.....uppin |
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