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04-10-06, 05:46 PM | #1 | ||
a.k.a prozak
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prozak's thoughts and struggle
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april 10, 2006
tryin ta figure out if i have a purpose nuthin ta think about i just feel worthless maybe it just me tryin ta find more than cash no one trusts me and im a bit of an outcast tired of people claimin i just want attention actin like a no brained kid & always guessin someone always has sumthin against sumthin i'll be tryin ta get "attention" if im a dumb kid and i'll be tryin ta be "impressin" if im smart feels like people stretchin till im pulled apart been askin this question but it so damn hard ta find the answer maybe i should look faster why the hell did god give me this set of parents that try ta control me and is completely careless they dont know me they practicaly terrorists they just dont see that they bein the unfairest why aint i as wealthy as the other kids round here guess god cant tell me why i happen ta live out here where im so stranded yet i still rap out here yo just a lil bit of my thoughts ta start off my first entry |
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04-11-06, 09:19 AM | #2 | ||
a.k.a prozak
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IP:
April 11th, 2006
sick day, bitch just like another day i didnt wanna wake up i found another way ta be more of a fake fuck had a few words ta say that i just made up said i was really sick and i caught an illness i made it appear as if it was the realest even made it look like i tried going ta school still didnt go with no fight but its all cool i didnt even fake it until i made it in the car after i faced it we didnt even make it far she believed me cuz i tried a diffrent way it was so easy what more can i say she so loveable cuz she so gullable so she took this ill rhyme sprayer big time faker A.K.A big risk taker back inside of her Buick Le Sabre went back home picked up the phone called me in sick and left me alone has ta work her shift im on my own been fakin this shit since i was born now ima finish this shit and record ~PC~ |
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04-12-06, 12:11 AM | #3 | ||
a.k.a prozak
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IP:
April 11th part 2:
bad news: proof's no longer wit us all cuz of some cold hearted killaz i couldnt fuckin believe it since the first time i seen it i loved the things he did now hes no longer breathing his heart stopped beating before this very evening wish god took me instead now another rappers dead bullets imbedded in his head no more words'll be said from this former living spiritual intellgent piece of mind it's torture ta be forgettin every sentence and line that proof has ever spittin cuz he's really one of a kind it's unimaginable picturing what the hell em's goin through damn animals goin and killin people till we dead u'll be killed too why didnt god take me instead he took another celebrity why not go and waste me so what the hell u tellin me my life more worth living??? hell naww i hate being alive he spit and they listened now had ta go and die so fuck this shit.............im done wit this shit |
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