To fight the past is the hardest thing.//
Waking up in the middle of the night to it.//
THe ice of my soul has begun to chip off.//
My heart thawed a long time ago.//
Memories of my ex flood in.//
How I disgraced myself.//
To let him lead me to places and do whatever.//
The pain fills my eyes.//
To confront it is so hard.//
That pain is the monster of my life.//
The one I run from and hide.//
Anywhere, anytime, thats how it was, but I can never tell.//
Never tell you how bad it got.//
The one I look up to, you'd never understand.//
My cousin and sister, yet still no.//
Only 2 know, yet they'll never meet my monster.//
I cry when he wins.//
My heart burts, I can't hold it in.//
As soon as I can tell the pain of memories, it will be gone.//
The chains will be lifted, and the monster gone.//

BOO I WAZ FEELIN THIS

COULDA USED MORE VOCAB BUT THATS U

KEEP IT UP

this was madd deep, fuck vocab, whatever words wrote this and put together by your fingers miss, then its aiight, this had depth in lines too deep to even quote from, respect


signed,
~madd

thanks baby boi...yea boo why you sayin i need to up my vocab..just b/c i dont sit and write w/a dictionary open...and ya know i do use high vocab..but half tha time no one understands it damn..much luv..God bless..1..

nice poem i felt it even though im a male. was this written about sumone? pls comment on my newest piece..

THis was deep gurl
Raw emotionz
but tight agreein wit
maddpreacher dis don't
need vocab it is tight
as it is written

keep doin ya thing