yo,
this pain inside me has no remorse on the way i smoke into a pipe,
i gotta look deeper into myself and learn to quit runnin from life,
preach into my brains;push into the fast lane to have the hype go insane,
be the person that is stronger in the game without blades into my veins,
im smarter than that;smarter than to jus pick on exposed whores,
know right from wrong and get rid of my fear hidin behind closed doors,
but im still scared of the voices that always run through my mind,
hate seein life as it is while my head is jus stuck on the sideline,
now you see why im like this and why this world is not smart,
i aint tryna top the charts because i already threw away my own heart,
there is a devil inside everyones soul that will never be guessed,
but i know myself and know how to protect myself wit a vest,
know wat this game is bringin me and why my heart is blessed,
fuck that line;a gun in my hand wants to put slugs to my chest,
im dieing of hate and lookin to die for wat i have to say,
pick up guns and spray my life away cuz its life as it weighs.