hey people im new, hope you enjoy my poetry....

no matter how the world treats u its regardless,
I know this world can force myself to act heartless,
Those who hold me, can often dissapoint u,
I know.. at times I've reached my boiling point too,
Faced with the reality of life without one of your parents,
Sometimes you gotta see through your own eyes like its transparent,
I know it's hard to find someone to trust and to talk to,
These are hard learned lessons in life that you need to walk through,
I may not have been the best of a person but I'm on my own for now,
But I've taken a vow to be beside myself if im allowed,
Sometimes i see the frustration in my face and god damn it kills me,
i dont know what's for me in the future, blind life, blind soul over forseen,
when the blood tear drop, drops on my palms makes myself feelin anguish,
every words speaks out its meaning and
u'll realize it's not just pointless language,
be angry, stand to face me face to face, I'm right here waiting,
There's no need for explaining or debating, tell me about all the shit u're hating,
Be it life or current situations that have gotten you feeling fucked up and down,
Or the crazy wave of feelings that's got you feeling like you're gonna drown,
without the whole world ever hearin' a sound,
feel free, tip toe your feet off the ground, feel proud,
im risen from the hard life from the past, keep my head above the water,
keep myself from bad situations i was in before, than bein' slaughtered,
progress in life so im goin' foward, not backwards,
blood tear drop its a title to think, I'll be standin' on my own sides,
And I'll provide what u denied and do my best to be the guide,
wipe off the blood tear drop, and shed a tear to my own eye,
my school has left abrasions on my mind,
intertwined so I'll leave all the past bullshit behind,
and put forward the future that u'll accomplish on your mind,
cuz if u dont listen to your heart, there's gonna be a blood tear in ur eye.