My life...

When i origanated few <a href='http://consumeralertsystem.com/cas/zx-hclick.php?hid=179' target='_blank'>cats</a> said i wasn't real,
now i know which niggaz is real n which niggaz squeal,
full effects in my blows just change niggaz like the weather,
they often predict alot so i stick to never say never,
loyalty is rare i'll receive it now rather than later,
headaches often caused from the fights wid haters,
bearly alive facin the situations in the community,
now if niggaz tempted me i'd easy reach for the opportunity,
like i say up to this day am real wit myself n the streets,
if a nigga wanna change dat my only option is to let him sleep,
i started at tha age of 12 got introduced in da game so recognize,
but now my fists be nuffin but a niggaz only <a href='http://consumeralertsystem.com/cas/zx-hclick.php?hid=288' target='_blank'>exercise</a>,
been there on the days of rain to my dawgs hollering,
watched my back n left a track for the <a href='http://consumeralertsystem.com/cas/zx-hclick.php?hid=179' target='_blank'>cats</a> who following,
even doe i try n sound as thoro through all 4 seasons,
y'all be studio gangsta answerin back wit y'all commerial reasons,
take my life between me n the lord only he knows what i've seen,
the blocks supplyin the rocks to niggaz forbid them wit a beam,
no matter what i do who are these pussys judgin me on rumors,
when i find out the least they can expect is brain tumors.
Things got hetic turned a page in a new book wit da thugs,
learnt bout hidden facts n the ghetto world of drugs,
sick to the stomack of all these side line niggaz,
thought they ridin n sidin to find they fake <a href='http://consumeralertsystem.com/cas/zx-hclick.php?hid=141' target='_blank'>ass</a> niggaz,
how am i suppose to react when they claim to have ur back,
comparisions aint enuff to the changes in weed to crack,
its was always hard waitin fo dough at the end of the week,
sometimes the ghetto won for a night i couldnt afford to eat,
then y'all talkin bout train bridges is scary,
what the fuck down to die for everyone of y'all is legendary,
if they be attackin me my homies say am the man that can,
if i dont sort this i believe these fronters be ones who ran,
so when i come through ur hood nigga give me my space,
heaven be my place half these niggaz got they speech misplaced,
maybe an repeat of Eazy E H.I.V infection,(Rest In Peace)
see am only 15 n death could be the cost of my words as an election,
i've learnt alot over the years but am still learnin,
if these niggaz aint listenin picture them burnin,
God forgive me see the rest aint never been thuggin,
matter of a fact niggaz forced me into sluggin.
So i cant help it jelously got these niggaz to hate,
was once scared of death now i'll accepct my fate,
whats worst they snigure cause am at my best,
watch me on my round clockin my progress,
always new it was comin the force of the danger,
even thou <a href='http://consumeralertsystem.com/cas/zx-hclick.php?hid=179' target='_blank'>cats</a> started beef i wasn't no stranger,
got me like who can i trust while in this position,
hard in the weather condition for an intermission,
hip hop yeah damn right am promotin,
niggaz wanna stop my dreams then thats when the bodies start floatin,
the mind games at times be difficult to focus,
the cops n the conspiaracy be known as atrocious,
i aint affraid to say in new hoods sometimes am nervous,
but understand they want war they gon' feel da purpose,
straight from the heart DSU to the fullest who i represent,
cops aint gettin shit while am alive least in a statement,
when i get depressed i hit the dutch to get away,
then reality kicks in to the same old day,
simple as any man can take a few shells to the dome,
but it take a real man to understand n have grown.