i got a problem...i feel inadequent....i fell like im nothing.....like i just cant seem 2 do anything in my life right....like i should just give up and kill myself.....no one believes in me....not even my parents...only my girl thinks i can do something with my life....and i think my girl is having an affair behind my back with my friend....my parents dont even believe in me....i would sound like a big bitch if i was an adult...but im only 14......i dont know what 2 do....i feel like killing myself sometimes....to end all da pain.....to escape it all.....but i dont know what to do....anyone got any advice that could help?

you got AIM man? i'll talk to u on there

yea......Restriction9

yahoo- shade203

Dude...................
Get a fucking attitude..............Start being an arrogant fucking prick to people who look down on you and dont fucking worry so much about what faggots think..

When you get older you wont be such a fucking idiot like you are now trust me.. 14 year olds are always stupid and immature.. You probably dont see the world as a big picture, you only see the immediate people you know... That shit goes away..

Dont sit here and listen to more idiots sympathy on the net either, that aint gonna help, what you need is a good smack over the head and to put your head down, get through school and start on your real life..

Cause thats where it is.. Just dont become a mopey depressed little dipshit that thinks suicide is the only way, cause if you do I will personally cut your throat myself...... I hate kids like that.....

Just wake up to your life and become a normal person PLEASE......ok?

__________________
RIP jono, peace out bboy.
Pardon Canada Criminal Record Pardons Services Toronto

how am i supposed to be normal....im the farthest thing from a fucking normal person.....

Man I aint normal myself..

I am an eccentric arrogant asshole of a rap artist..
I am everything BUT normal..

In reality, being a conformist faggot normal dickhead is not a good thing buddy.. Infact you should enjoy your abnormal side and relish in it..

Build up your own style and live life how you want to live life..

Dont look at social norms like thats how you should be.. Bring your personality with you and be yourself.. If people dont like that.......fuck em...

__________________
RIP jono, peace out bboy.
Pardon Canada Criminal Record Pardons Services Toronto

wow...the irony is teeming...why do you have to throw the word "faggot" around like that...Some people would feel beat-down because of that, ya know.

__________________

Youtube Video for my song "CARRY ON"

how do i build up my own style?...wat is my own style?...is that the way u act or say something?...if so my own style is an arrogant asshole...who could care less if u fucking lived or died...who could care less if the old lady acroos the street dies.....who could care less bout if his whole family died on the spot...wouldnt shed one tear.....and this is where it has gotten me....

I dont literally mean faggot.. Its a loose term where I'm from.


Quit your wingeing boy..

This whole mood your in is some gay ass depression that kids go through at your age.. I wouldnt give it much more thought than that at all.. Just chill, hang out with some friends or if you dont have any... Watch some TV... Just stop with the dumbass inferiority complex seriously.. Its the dumbest mood you will ever get into and when you grow out of this stage, you will look back and think "fuck why was I such an idiot back then"

__________________
RIP jono, peace out bboy.
Pardon Canada Criminal Record Pardons Services Toronto

It's derogatory and disrespectful where I'm from.

__________________

Youtube Video for my song "CARRY ON"

U used to holla at ya boy on AIM...now u don't even get on der

dats ya problem

lol...j/k....but yea...start by bein assertive...learnin how to say NO...and knowin that ur doin people favors and not vice versa...so, basically, NOTHING MATTERS.

__________________

Youtube Video for my song "CARRY ON"

im helping ppl all da time....no one ever fucking appreciates anything....fucking bitches.......

i have very few friends....very few...like 3....but yea...i will try that....idk what will help me though...i dont think anything can.....

Negativity again...

Mutha fucka pllleeeeeeaaaaaaaaasseeeee

I told you... When you inherit a mindframe that you are superior to everyone you meet... You will become a much more socially adequate person..

..............And not a faggot...

__________________
RIP jono, peace out bboy.
Pardon Canada Criminal Record Pardons Services Toronto