20 Year Old Lover

It's alright, i'll probably see you later tonight
With your teenage friends in the clubs were you might
Dance up a storm, fella's have their eyes on you
Try'na get a rise from you, well i do too
We've had good times, starting from the night that we met
In a haze of weed breath, a house party we left
You told me your aspirations, your ultimate plans
What you did for a living for temultous grands
You had me caught up, she's lean, beautiful, intelligent
You were heaven sent, making other girls irrelevant
My 20 year old lover with a blistering pace
No time to make a stop and take a piss in this race
We're out every other night, up at the crack of dawn
I can still handle it while other slacker's yawn
And in the morn, we wake up, see where out clothes are thrown
You wanna ask how i'm feeling? The truth is unknown

(Feeling alright?) I don't know what i'm feeling
But i know it's something not good
(Feeling alright?) I don't know what i'm feeling
But it's a little more than i should

It's alright, some fella's my age can get around
But my 20 year old lover makes me want to settle down
Yet i'm found, up to my eyeballs in banned substances
Arguing about the goverment (can't stand those rubber dicks)
She's my motivation, the reason why i'm penning this shit
With no contemplation, care free but ready to flip
She's a tiger, somewhat aggressive when it comes to the sex
And inside her? Dirty, suggestive and rubbing my neck
She breaks my concentraition like shattering windows
Off one phone call, i'm pacing and chattering lingo
I see her grindin' with her girlfriends, inviting me in
Knowing that lesbians are exciting to him
2 years older, but i'm acting like a kid with a toy
Bathing in contradictions, i'm livid with joy
So on we go, in living life to the fullest, she's a pro
They ask me how i'm feeling but i still dont know

(Feeling alright?) I don't know what i'm feeling
But i know it's something not good
(Feeling alright?) I don't know what i'm feeling
But it's a little more than i should
(Feeling alright?) I don't know what i'm feeling
From my 20 year old lover
(Feeling alright?) I don't know...
I don't know...

It's alright, but i'm chained up in the worst way
Still bugging off the gift she gave for my birthday
She keeps the herbs at bay, rocks a mean guitar
Screams in a microphone in the seediest bars
She's a star, we pen lyrics and leave out the gimmicks
Write about the strongest spirits to the ghosts and spirits
We're in it 'til Death approaches, swinging his scythe
Fuck, we'll exit out the back door, fleeing the scene
Never been so infatuated, i'm glad we made it
She's as real as the pavement, but we're lost on a spaceship
Some call us unhinged, but they're boring as fuck
Working desk jobs, and that looks like whoring to us
If you aint got the energy, you're dreams will never be
Executed readily and made into memories
We're in love and i'll be damned if she's leaving my sight
You wanna ask how i'm feeling? I'm feeling alright!

(Feeling alright?) Now i know what i'm feeling
And i know it's something not good
(Feeling alright?) Now i know what i'm feeling
And it's a little more than i should
(Feeling alright?) Now i know what i'm feeling
From my 20 year old lover
(Feeling alright?) Now i know...
Now i know...

this world is a drug, and everyone's selfish



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