people walk past and mutter some words
sometimes atug at my clothes or my hair..paranoid i look ubsurd
i cant fathom out why you dont like me..but then again why love me
things build up..but i have no cork for tis bottle
so my emotions fizz out....and i pour my feelings out
but your not listening too busy wrapped up in your own little world
to even notice my damaged self..your all so self absorbed
i am forever at your beck and call..always have the answers
my anguish and self hate spread thru me like cancer
but the thing yous dont realise is that i do have my own
and i have never once in my life felt so alone
you all think that im unbreakable...but i do break...
and no im not perfect..we all make mistakes
i listen to my tape player to help tune out you all
but you dont even notice why im doing it...dont hold out no net to break my fall
so i fall hard and fast....but yous dont help me up
just point and laugh
look at here the girl who had everything
lying on the floor...helpless and nothing
they say remember the people you stepped on on your way to the top
because they will be the ones to kick you hard when you drop
but never once did i hurt you...or diss you or be nasty
but you still get kicks out of my demise....and start to attack me
why..what have i done now im speechless
not knowing who my real friends are
hurts me deeply