Last night i actually wished i were dead,
because of all the stupid things i said,
i wanted to die
i broke down and started to cry
i said i was sorry, but it wasn't enough
i wish i could take back all that stuff
i couldn't even sleep knowing she was mad at me
so i went outside to the van, and put in the key
i couldn't think, i was acting stupid
trying to forget all the things i did
i drove around for an hour or two,
trying to think, of what else to do,
came home and laid in bed,
still fucked in the head,
i said i was sorry, dunno what else to do,
except Tera, I love you

I'm sorry, please forgive me