This is dedicated to my Father who died in 1994...
Pre-Written Verse I did after he died...
All my love and thoughts go out to you dad....

I Once has this conversation with God / Under a foggy light of misery explaining im a fraud / Looking for answers to justify the anguish / But stranger dialects couldn’t decipher my language / On a pedestal of guilt holding a blade over my wrist / As I kissed my watch and left time cause times a bitch / So fed up with events and sorrowed ties / I found a place of pain when I looked in my mothers eyes / Inside dying with each release of stressed breath / I was pushed over the edge on the night of my Fathers death / See. . . People sympathized with me and sheltered me in rain / But didn’t notice my damp eyes were tears and cries of pain / Somebody explain to me. . . How you can build a bond with another / Live as if you were born blood brothers / Then God rips you from each other / Smothered everyday in the anticipation you’ll be back soon / Walking halls were I see faint flickers of you / These rooms my memories harbor are empty and filled with dark / Through stupid arguments and hateful words. . .i never knew we’d be apart / So in the tares my heart suffered, and lonely in the end / From me to you I love you with a thousand thoughts I send / I cant imagine your last day, and loosing what you left / And the horror of being taken away by putting a gun to yo head / I pray you found peace, and still hold a glimpse of me / Your sons older and taken care of, that’s a promise ill always keep / If you need anything im still here if you can show me a path to find you / Just know I miss you everyday, and only a step behind you / Save a spot for me and well meet again one day / Until then I deal with loss, until I make it your way. . .

feeling dis.......

yo that was deep shit

i liked keep that shit up or i dont mean for your family members to die often but yea....

how old are you anyway

that was tight

Thx for the feedback...In answer to o0 Spirit 0o's question...I am 17.....