Verse I:
An angel came to me late last night//
And told me that my life wasn't right//
Told me to change who I was if I wanted to be//
In the right place when I met eternity//
Said that I'd better make use of the time that I'm given//
To make sure that I'd had a reason for livin//
So I came to a conclusion inside of my head//
And I told him I'd rather be something far worse than dead//
Than to be just a puppet who's to do as he told//
I'd rather go by myself and face the bitter cold//
Of uncertainty and not knowing what's beyond//
All the way fighting the tears for all who I've wronged//
But then the angel said I was selfish in my ways of thought//
And that because of all the pain upon others I've brought//
I might end up in that dark and unspeakable place//
Only living to bear the heavy burden of disgrace//
After this he turned to leave, but I stopped him and said//
That it was he who didn't know what it meant to be dead//
He didn't realize all I'd been trying throughout my life//
Was to make others unaware of all of my strife//
And by shutting them out, I slowly let in//
A demon that consumed my being with sin//
He didn't know that for each one I'd caused pain//
I'd slowly been killing myself again and again//
And an eternity of loneliness didn't seem so bad//
If I was the only one whom I could make sad//
And as I took my last breath, I looked up those wings//
So white and pure, all that I'd failed to bring//
To this life, and as the angel drifted away I closed my tired eyes//
And felt his tears down my face as he flew to the skies//



Verse II:
When i awoke i was presented by a burning red light//
a sense of evil and something did not seem right//
i uncovered my eyes and saw a dark figure with unforgetable eyes//
it began to speak and tell me that the angel was only full of lies//
questioning your life and acting so rightous//
how can he be the judge when he is so lifeless//
he began to preach as if he knew the truth//
let all in his soul open and let loose//
embrace the anger and do what makes u feel alive//
who is to question people like you and i//
as he kept his mouth flowing i began to believe his message//
his promises and knowledge hooked on me with heavy leverage//
do as you wish and care for nothing//
what's the point in caring when there's nothing in this world worth lovin//
his final thought hit my mental with hard impact//
how can i live in this world with the knowledge that this world is only about conflict//
further questioning his message i realized he was the demon that i let consume me//
this is who i created in my dreams, now he controls my thoughts and roams free//
i need to end this evil//
go back to rational realility and make both sides equal//
kill the both of them and act with the heart//
go back to the beginning and have a fresh new start//
pray that my dreams no longer haunt my sleep//
wake up this time with a clear mind and a life worthy to keep//