Verse I:
I feel a hole in me, deep down inside//
one that tears at my feelings and eats at my pride//
leaving me feeling so empty, so lost and afraid//
forcing the questioning of all the decisions i've made//
and to look back on this life i like to call my own//
down the path that i've traveled, but i remain alone//
some days i wonder, if my life came to an end//
would anyone notice or even care at all?//
i feel this type of thinking may be my downfall//
emotions rage deep down that i can't express//
a flood of tears crashing on, adding to the stress//
the pain inside just grows stronger and stronger//
i wonder if i can maintain control for very much longer//
the feeling of emptiness grows deep within//
and it seems this may be a battle i never will win//
though i wish for an answer to my questions though unknown//
when does my life ever become my own?...//

Chorus:
These feelings proside deep in my heart//
they are ripping free, tear everything apart//
will someone help me?//
Erase the pain and set my soul free?//
one day the truth will flow like a river, unleashing the essence known as me//

Verse II:
The pain consumes my being//
when i look at my life, i'm not really seeing//
I torture myself, my soul is ripping out//
people view the outside, but never ask what's the inside truly about//
i once felt good and whole, but now my essence will cease to glow//
oceans of tears are a result of my greatest fears//
alone i am now, how the nights are so damn foul//
soul searching finally ended//
what was once found is lost and still not fully comprehended//
an end to a life's chapter is the beginning to my world's disaster//
why can't i get my life over with any faster?//
same incidents repeat in my days, leaving my mind in an unclear gray daze//
when will life change around, stop treating me like the opposite of renowned//

Chorus:
These feelings proside deep in my heart//
they are ripping free, tear everything apart//
will someone help me?//
Erase the pain and set my soul free?//
one day the truth will flow like a river, unleashing the essence known as me//

Verse III:
so much pain i went through//
all to the day i lost you//
confuesd and dazed, all i thought it was just a phase//
now i run through my life just like maze//
the extent of my emptiness is unimaginable//
finding my own soul unbareable//
to see you happy when you left just added to my gaping hole of the former me//
did you just ignore and not want to focus on what was done to me//
as the days rolled by so did my spirit, we became friends//
only to hide my feelings to which have no ends//
now you say to me you regret//
as much as i try to forget, i still need you and am just to scared to vent//
i can't read your eyes anymore, just want the answers and your feelings hopefully are just like before//
honesty and the truth is all i desire//
confusion and lies just burn in me like a raging fire//
hopefully this song will inspire you to open and tell me//

this was cool... i liked it... drop me a line with links to some of your next posts... keep rhymin

that was real nice dawg...I mean that shit was light-weight deep
keep postin

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"Streets like a bullet in cancer, it'll swallow you up
or eat you from the inside and hollow you up."- Beanie Sigel

"Stare gun in face
heart flutters dawg it's startin to race
stuck in my place
nowhere to turn, nowhere to go
death right around the corner soon as the gauge exsplode"- Me