cant believe this shit happened in my past

I really dunno how much longer ima last..

i act like ima rymer..

But fuck..i kno im no big tymer..

im a little girl of 14 years old..

and durin the night..i always seem to be cold..

I shiver in fear of the thought of your name..

cause damn..you dicks caused me so much fuckin pain..

All you fuckers..treated me like a bitch..

hit me like u never a shit..

i remember our fuckin times together

we always made it thru, even the worst of weather

I guess i say that to try to make it seem better..

but the truth is, i cant.

cause itll make me hurt even more..

ima try to make it..cause i kno my boys gonna help me me make it ok..

i just need that day..to finally be in his arms and say..

maybe im 14 years old..but i love you..and i will every fuckin day

this was not supposed to be posted here..... it need to be in poetic scriptures...