this is my 1st time but this is how imma put it down

Automatic its tragic a relationship that never lasted, what happened? just talkin’ to you made my day rapid// love’n and lust nothin’ but trust, when we fuss we kiss’n make up// now I’m hittin’ the dust, I guess for “me-n-u” it just wasn’t our time yet, I thought you loved me now I’m buggin’ in my mind-set(feelin’s)//

I wasn’t the best man but whatever, being there for you in any weather when times was bad I made efforts to make it better// shit but now I’m hurtin’ certain our relationship come to a closed curtain, my feelings never changed and I’m sorry I wasn’t perfect// but yo everybody makes mistakes, and when you go remember no nigga can take my place// I’m one of a kind divine hard to define, read these lines I sign “Poetik_Thug” no love deep has mine it was times when I thought in my mind new things to find and my style to redesign// but nah neva that steady level cats thought you was my match, nah just a stab in the back// now how I act?, never find me caught in the wrong, I’m to strong to cry so I’ll let my tears pour in the song//

I used to be scared to love you now I’m back to the start, thought you cared for me but you left a crack in my heart// never again will I feel the same, “Can you stand the rain?” or “Can you stand the Pain?”


You a playa now its hard to beat the game, I reap the pain now I’ll never be the same// in the streets I see the lames down, my baby hurt me now my heart is wounded, confusin’ never thought I’d see the day when you’re the one I’m through wit// we was gone go through matrimony of course, that’s what I thought now I’m lost no marriage but just the divorce// I thought you’d be the one I never hated, but no doubt things changed when we became separated// and believe it I’mma be the same deep in the grave, speakin’ the name(LORD) I’m seein’ the change// and yo you say shit hurt but you don’t feel the complexity of the situation inside, intensity of what I’m facin’ the diversity and the changes blaming myself you can’t see the pain in my eyes?//

the world is fine but inside in my heart I feel an apocalypse, empty promises thought you was my match?, nah just the opposite// readin’ my letters your feelings for me dwell in your dome, I get no help in at home while you given niggas the # to your cellular phone// late nights talkin’ to niggas wit lame game, sayin’ shit knowin’ I wouldn’t do the same thing// but it’s cool keep your friends, kuz its wrong but you gone see revenge//


Everyday without you my feelings grow more intensive, but I’m gone do better now that I’m goal oriented// never again will I let love rule me, you used me but its cool see kuz I know you gotta man and I found a new piece// boo he’ll never have the feelings you released for me, peacefully is how I see it but yall will never reach the peak we seen// and me only solely hold things I bestowed sweet, you wanted to leave me coldly you see now anything that aint me is below me// and even if you never want me back its coo I respect it, because my feelings you neglected being reckless with my feelings well check this, future blessing and lessons for me but you and your new man he’s no contesting for me he gets rejected// and there got to be negative feelings in you from being apart, no nigga can ever touch you like I did leave a bigger mark deep in your heart// it was seen from the start, fuck it my hearts getting’ damaged, this how we have it I couldn’t do you better wit my own disadvantage// so you saw fit to leave me for another man, while I tried to make things better you had other plans// you may listen but I’ll never reveal my feelings again, and nah I can’t “Stand The Rain” so I’m concealing the pain//

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sorry for typin so much....

let me know what ya'll think

Chynadoll bit this whole song

Yeah....but this was tight....

ok misspelled chynadoll earlier but its late. still u aint got anything to say to this???