This is just a lil spit,


Im so damn confused , this life is not wat i planned
ten years ago i had my fuckin future in my hands
now i sit every night, watchin my ma wit her new man
like im sittin on da damn beach,but i cant see da sand
i need to stop, slow down, and need to rejuvinate
i just changed my tires , now i need to lubercate
this aint cool, im traped in mutha fuckin hells cage
a yo my life is a book but i cant turn da page
i feel like a lost soul, who cant let out rage
my body ful a fear as my fathers fist comes across my face
tellin me he wants me dead, shit is a discrace
but i dont let it slow me down, it just speeds me up
like i said before I STILL DONT GIVE FUCK
im goin crazy, my life is so damn emotional
like i aint doin shit, but im so damn comtional
Jeesus Christ gave me his hand,ive been holdin eva since
he claims hes a christian,but i cant stand fifty cent
look im not listinin to anyone yo im stayin wit that
yo im only goin forward, im neva lookin back............