i feel so mad inside and sad outside//my mind is the only place i reside//
feel so much anger cause im rippin my chain and goin insane and cryin inside but not showin//feels like im about to rip my skin and crush the pain that i have felt//
All the shit inside that i dealt wasnt nothin but a sample for my fuckin future// my brain is rupturin and turnin bad but im glad and about to make it great//
im gonna be fine and achieve goals that i know i can create//
thinkin and hurtin mentally in my head// dont wanna feel pain no more, enough said//
i think the problem is my fuckin touretts that i cant control// you get mad so much you feel like breakin a pole and lashin out for awhile//
fuck everyone cause im doin my style// ifyou dont like it ill put you in denial//
i get mad over nothin and sad about somethin that i should not be sad about// instead i just remain inside of my mind// i do my best and be what im destined//

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It doesnt matter if you win as long as you give everything in your heart

- michael jordan

I am gonna be what i wanna be, but not just what i wanna be but what i am.

- 2hot2handle(myself)