I havent been doing this for very long so im not very good but here goes/

what hurts more, wishing you hadnt, or whishing you had/
enough shit in this world to drive you mad//
no one to give a shit if your dead or alive, but dont stop, keep takin it all in stride/
havent broke down an cried? just wait, itll have ya wishin you could just mother fuckin hide//

its the harsh reality beatin down your door, itll be beatin ya right into the stone cold floor/
it just keeps comin an comin till u cant take no more, u got no freinds, the closest ya got is ur god damn whore//
the end is comin or u wish it was near, u can try to run but ur paralyzed, frozen in fear/
scared that you will loose everythin that you hold dear, no point in screamin, theres no one ta hear//

one day ur goona wake up from your worthless life, and realize just how amazin you are/
ur goona realize what uv been thru, and uve gone so far//
its the game of life and ur just there, gota take advantage, ya goona be nothin if u just sit an stare/
one wrong move and ur called foul, sayin fairs fair, leavin u wonderin if anyone really cares//

an wut happens when tryin aint enough/
keepin up with dis shit is gettin real fuckin tough//
just lay back easy and spit out some rhymes/
close ur eyes and ferget it all just remember the good times//
chillen wit ur homies back in da hood/
jus rememberin when it was all dandy an good//