This is kind of my feelings and emotions at this point. Kind of long too, but please dont sleep on it. May seem confusing, but please bear with me.

All I want to do is be with you...
I miss you so and wish you were here...
You hurt me so much, yet you are all I want...
You made me feel unwanted and like I was a bad person...
You made me want to kill you for what you did...
You cheated and lied...
After I heard the news, it felt like I died...
How could somone I love that much do that to me?...
You say you were sleep deprived and it happened...
Is that true or just bull?...
I love you so much and I'd do anything for you...
Did I do something wrong or displease you?...
We were separated for a long time, but my love stayed...
I couldn't trust you, yet I took you back...
Yet a few weeks later I heard you did it again...
You sware its a lie, but how do I know?...
I decided to lay low for a while and see what happened...
We ended up working it out and we're still together...
I still don't trust you, but I love you...
I dont know if you will do it again, but I'm willing to chance it...
You have one last chance...
Abuse it if you wish, but think of the love you will lose...
I love you so much to possibly get hurt again...
Most say you dont deserve me, but I cant seem to live without you...
Through all the pain I went through I still love you...
They say once a cheater, always a cheater...
But what you have to do is proove them wrong...
I just love you that much to give you one more chance...
Once more chance at trust...

damn made me think bout my ex
maybe i should call her up and shit
thanks keep it up

Hm... in regards to this peice, it was a simple yet emotionally deep peice. And it perfectly conveyed and expressed the situation you're in.

As for the situation itself... fuck.. if I had a guy who cheated on me twice, I'd dump him. Guys and girls are different. Generally, though not always, when a girl cheats it's because she's trying to get back at her man for something. And while that doesn't justify it, it's a lot better a reason than why a man would cheat.

A man cheats because they want to get laid. No ifs ands or buts about it. Thing is, I don't want to be one of those people who say "Once a cheater, always a cheater" because that is wrong to say. Everyone changes.

But if I were you, I'd still dump him. Cheating once, depending on the situation, can be forgivable. Cheating twice, that's only forgivable under the most extrenuous circumstances. But I wouldn't give that guy a chance to cheat on you again until he does one important thing. Grow up and mature. Until he's mature enough to handle a relationship, he's probably not the best guy to be with.

But that's just my two cents. You probably shouldn't listen to me. I know if I was gay, I'd never be able to get a man anyway.

~Islam~

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Originally posted by Bruklor Nec is just dumb

I'm taking that as a compliment.

^ i don't totally agree wit you but I see where your coming from. This had emotion and the point was well shown and understood. Good shit, Spect JT

Thank you for your feedback it is much appreciated. Sweet, dont worry about it. I'll tty bout it later. I was just really depressed when i wrote this, and this was my way of showing it i guess. At least now he knows how I feel. Much luv

Great piece girl. this is good. this is one that is not soon forgotin. lots of emotion and thought run through this like a stream of energy rushing to a light pole. sorry my similes suck. this is a good piece. sorry that i wont be able to read anymore of your poems. they are really good, you got talent girl. keep it up.

MM