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Who am I To tell you who I am
This rap vet born to a crack head but known to stand others
Hands cover the tears the reason I'm the way I am is cause I was raised by my grand mother
Subject to incest kinda sad to think I was only 3 when I got into sex
Vengeful threat a sinful test to question my abilities to mention depth
Guys come and go, the wise come to grow a stronger grip to avoid ends
Voice sends a cringe of insecurity in me to distance myself longer from boyfriends
Never holy, a clever phony can fake out feelings, yet the heart will die slowly
It's best I die lonely cause these niggas will get attached once they think they know me
I'm a confused self abused girl trapped in this character of the unknown existence
One flow is instant since birth I had a description of a neglected weeded up infant
feel of unwanted-ness that was just a bullet out of the gun to meet
school was cruel and unusual, I thought I was cute but the kids still made fun of me
long stares in the mirror stuck with the question of who am i
refuse to lie, I could have used some psychological help for the nights I contemplated suicide
vision it, body twitching with people bytching about me choosing not to listen
always picturing the knife penetrating pain through my stomach when washing dishes in the kitchen
a lyrical outburst it wasn't the whoopins, it was the verbal hits that made me shout worse
doubt birth I shouldn't find things out about you until im found first
a life to lead or just lead the life without trying to find hands
Ill cry and ask myself…who am I to tell you who I am
12-10-03, 03:03 AM
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