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12-30-03, 03:33 PM | #1 | |
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Ghost
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i must've been born a ghost.. at most, i am barely seen
just a bad joke who's being choked by a scary dream & my self-esteem .. has evaporated out of existence cause even when i talk to myself.. still, nobody listens wake up to no hugs & kisses.. only disses are there consistanly reminding me that no one misses or cares this isn't fair.. why & when did the love disappear? how did i become a vision no one wishes to share? i live in dispair.. w/ only lonely feelings to bare the weight as i dive straight into the abyss of loneliness & hate my mind state has become the only kind place to go so i find myself hiding behind thoughts.. just to lay low until the day goes... & night slowly creeps over the sky vodka..as it gets mixed w/ the weeps from my eye to drown my sorrow's along w/ tommorow's good byes cause my future is only a wake waiting on my present to die so why do i presently try to be pleasently surprised by life when inside, i feel like the whole point.. is at the end of a knife it just doesn't seem rite.. to live when death is certain & you feel like an actor wrapped in the final curtain what's your mind worth when the world's turning its back & your opinion doesn't matter cause public opinion is fact so the fact of the matter is... you are what society precieves as it precedes to spoon feed you until you believe once you do, your doomed cause they've planted thier seed this means you are no longer you.. & have grown to be who they want you to be this is the person that i see in me.. now back to the post cause "the real Rich" doesn't exist... this was written by a ghost Muaaahhhhhaaaahhhhhhaaaaaahhhhaaaaa..... BOO!! Last edited by Evolve : 12-30-03 at 04:25 PM. |
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