What the hell is keepin' me, this grave has weakened me..-
I can hear footsteps seekin', but they scathe the freak in me..-
So I lie still, casting votes in my mind, lying here..-
Wondering, why am I instilled with this dying fear..-
Who is this man, crying tears for years of unkind kids..-
Playing keep-away, with my convenience 'til he could find his..-
Now my time ends, hearing that great symphony of silence..-
I'm reminded my kind gets, sympathy for being unbalanced..-
And I was triple the threat, simply confounded by life..-
Dogged by constant regrets, so I was hounded at nights..-
Once again, pounded by fists like I was bred for shit..-
I could see 'em in the distance, so why even head for it..-
"See, this nail needs a bangin', I'm usin' your head for it"..-
I was told a thousand times, so like hair, I split..-
Then, the road stretched before me, ever longer with twists..-
I grew lonely like a fungus, fighting hard to exist..-
And so my roots shrank quick, there was no water to sip..-
Emaciation set in, thinkin' "My Lord, you're a dick"..-
I never had a fair shot, too many stepped over the line..-
Pain's a broom that swept in, I hitched then lept over mine..-
My mistakes are disgrace, but I just want true acceptance..-
Except my soul turned sour, it's like my 'lectrons collected..-