my mind akes as i lie awake
thinkin of days past, it all comes at me so fast
seems the sickest thoughts come 2 u when yo mind sits idle
got no role models, i'm my own idol
taught myself who to trust, and who to beware of
cuz where i come from some niggas u gotta stay clear of
then its always that question, is them niggas really down
are they really yo homies?
if they heard shots busts atcha would they run and be phony?
answered my own question man, i'm my only homie
should u of started beef wit that nigga, or kept yo mouth shut
do that nigga strap heat, i dont think he scared to cut
so what, i'll strike that nigga back, put him on his back
make that ignorant fucka take a permanent dirtnap
but what about yo future man, do you wanna get locked up?
u gotta get outta school man, do u wanna get shot up?
what the rest of these cats gone be doin in ten years?
prolly sittin on they asses unemployed
too dumb to vote, but ignorant enough to smoke
crack rocks, who in they right mind do that shit
man my cuzz been actin crazy lately is he on that shit?
if i press my girl hard enough will she suck dick?
when u gone call that chic man u got them digits
just dont say nothin stupid dawg, keep the convo legit
dont wander off subject and start askin about her tits
her tits, man she got some nice ones
and an ass wit nice buns, shes killah
why all of a sudden chocolate chics wanna dip wit vanilla
cant stand when i see a sista wit a white man
it aint right man, especially when the chic fine
why she wanna 6' when she could have a 9'
so crazy, man damn i'm lazy i need 2 clean up this room
been up for 30 minutes i still cant sleep
i know that shit dont work, but i might start countin sheep
my minds startin 2 bounce, feel like i smoked half an ounce
i'm ready to go, wake up in the mornin and fuck a ho
here i go
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thats just a collection of random thoughts i have when i'm up in my bed and can't sleep, i just wrote this shit for basically no reason, guess cuz i cant sleep right now. not my best shit, but whateva, lookin for feedback. does anybody else think all that shit for they crash?

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