My Father was Murdered ... He's in an Unmarked Grave!

Bear with me please.....

I only met my father 5 times...but I love him
I watched my parents argue, screaming and cussing..I still love them
I remember not seeing his face the majority of my life
I remember seeing him smile, saying I love you after a fight
Everyday I missed him, wilding crazy in these streets
Robbing kids and slicing their faces, projecting that pain out of me
Mommy forgive me, for causing you worry trying to be a man
Dad I loved and hated you for not teaching me how to be a man
The death certificate reads:
5 shots, left ear missing, and burns from branding irons
While everyone was crying, w/ every tear my soul was dying
No funeral service, no reception we are poor
No punchlines, no metaphors
Cause w/ every seconds passin' I miss him even more
It's terrible, whether it was life or death, I can't see my pop
I write positive so I can ease the demons that I got
Please love whoever that y'all love b4 they are gone
My dad is why I rap, I grow closer to him w/ each song!

Pardon me y'all! That's for my dad Rafael Rodriguez (RIP)
Tonight I'm feeling heavy hearted!

Can I get some feed back!

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