My heart frozen where it is, not beatin, not movin.//
I see everyone around me, and I cry.//
Cry because I'll never be as beautiful, never skinny, never talented.//
Is it jealousy, or is it pitty, the feeling of all my insecurities.//
There balled up, as i am on the freezing floor, shivering.//
But is the floor really cold, or is it just my body.//
Shuting out everything else, intaking only my monsterous thoughts.//
Blinding me of the reality around my senses.//
The mirror in front of me, all it shows is the mess.//
The mess of my life, when it should be so "perfect".//
Forget the mirror, let it fall to the floor in a million pieces like I am.//
Let it feel pain, but it cannot only I can.//
Can i fall to the floor in a million pieces, to let everything scatter.//
Scatter out of my life, out of everythin, to where i am a worthless being.//
That time is close, and then there will be no more cryin on the floor.//
No more tears being spilt, because I will be gone.//
No more mourning, because there will be none at all.//
No more me, because I am not here at all.//