i cant communicate what my heart is contemplating/ jealousy is fault a worse form of hating/ but im scared i cant let myself be hurt again/ by a bullet or a tongue it all hurts within even worse when its coming from a friend/

maybe this a blessing in the form a barrage m u l t i - c o lo r disguises/ maybe her heart is true ,true, maybe she can open my blood shot eyes/ to a world throwing monkey wrenches at all your good deeds/ They hope I fail, The hope I will never succeed/ getting wieghed down by the pressure at hand/ Im a Strong Black Man/ i can throw in the towel but yet i choose to stand/ thru the slur of insults slashing my skin like jagged edged razors/the words shock like tazors I have peace only thru my Savior/the standards are harsher for me/ most of me are thugs or runaway daddies/ cant we just get along like rabbits in cabbage fields/