Blood trickling down my face walking at a slow pace,
trying to re-trace the place lost like im in a maze/
Looking round yall acting like you didnt see
they took everything including my pride now im just empty/
What the fuck is this society got no true priorities,
watchin a young gurl gettin jumped by crimz
think you sins will be fo`given after u sings some hymns/

Phones Rings ..... Hello

Yo doctor i need something to eaze the pain,
i got this ache in my heart and it wont go away,
hanging on by a thread my life wont past a day,
unless you help me (call ends) an ambulance is on its way/

It sounds like the siren is calling my name,
amy amy amy echo`s in the wind drugs play on my brain,
it was only lil pills "i told the men" looking at me like im fucking insain/
A seventeen year old gurl wid out a clue she looks up,
to her elders fo` what to do they dont see this,
so she dont think its wrong looking up to them missing,
the whole point /
Put her into a bed manicure nails and brand name clothes,
the nurse looks at her and sincere smile standing in a stupid pose/
Does she know who i am i dont,
just left here fo` observation got tests and blood,
i know my body there nothing wrong i dont even feel odd,
took too many at once trying to stop the pain but then,
the whole system went off ....

Remember wake`n up with no recollection of time,
lucky i spoke to the police before i went under the knife,
coz the bitch`s left with only an inch of life/ Now...
Dont wanna look back and regret,
all the maybe`s and what if`s or why i did carry to protect
I feel as if im goin insain ,
sometimes i look into the mirror and see blood rushing ,
out of my vains/
Feeling so alone is this what life is to befall,
worked up fo` nothing to never stand tall//


Just a lil rhyme i did ... deep ish to me ... coz its bout when i got jumped by 2 guys 4 gurls bout 3 weeks ago and had to go to hospital which i called fo` maself ... i took a pill b4 .. thats what all the pill tlak was about and yea ... long story put in a small amount of barz ... pz