"Lost Pride"


ya minimal soul breaks, pictures of the past, old takes
lonley mental wake, death be certain, sentimental state
no limit on drinking, alchol becomes freind, timid thinking
vivid venting, drownding my self, this sickness relenting
dreams of angles, standing wit them, family and freinds
the damage depends, how far it will go, a rampage within
like rusting pots, used for cooking, disgusting thoughts
clutching chalk, want my death outlined, must be watched
suicidal tendenceis, god forgive, my suicide depends on he
played with the devils fiddle, now i can hear the symphany
eyes stay wide wit repent for he, shall i forgive, how i forget
its not much more to live, my scars and sores have hid
my blood pores from rib, eyes filled with hatefull tears
disgracefull fears, destanation revealed, shall my fate apear
facts falsefide, sold me lies for truth, they falsely lied
scard sight, lies tossed in eye, so i paused in lost pride






~Babz~