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Heaven & Hell
IP:
Heaven Kaput homes for me, I die they still wouldn’t mourn me. I always have been confused, from the entire I been abused. You got to pronounce it loud, even if not happy and proud. My existence is naught, but a shadow, God I’m so shallow. My abhorrence turns to bitterness, but I stare at the winter mist. Tears continue to sad fully pour, just want to see those shores. Heavenly father show me my way, so I can live another day. Life gets better but all falls on me, and I’ve been so lonely Katrina! You were there for me, and he wasn’t you see. I questioned Gods fate, and now it has bowed to hate. But god made me and I allow god to take me, so gracefully I found her, don’t want to lose her, or forever be in shame like a loser Hell I experienced hell on earth, and it always approached to me first Losing friends was the worst, and more worst wasn’t working it out I couldn’t change or help them to change their minds, just like mines I was hurt by them kicking on me nothing but dirt and to laugh & revert Getting my feelings spat on, that made me think I wouldn’t last long You wouldn’t know what it means to not be missed, not to reminisce All it would have took was one letter, and I would have thought of you better I saw an endless inferno, so I thought to write one last time in my journal Since the day I was born I saw nothing but living hell, I thought I wasn’t well Till I knew and worshiped him, the one who died for my on going sins.
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