Lets just rewind time back to the time where my mind was scuffled
Troubled situations brought creations of pain so i decided to huddle
My muffled screams were only percieved through the sound seeping
Recieving noise threw the walls, left awake weeping instead of dreaming
Leaving me emotionally distrought but who woulda thought it ended soon
So impactions from that baseball bat left countless blue and black bruises
Abusive past caused the memories to last forever, if only life was better
Never the less the memories began to stress causing my face to weather
Constant times where you could here a grown man be broken down and
Unspoken on how and why i cry because the night my body was pounded
Scared for life on the inside because i was never encouraged or inspired
All the lovers are liars for the secrets kept made our relations grow tired
In dire need of something good in life but i cant ever seem to get it right
So i write to release the feelings from the many frustrations of my life
Aspirations of succesion i thoght would leesen the degree of my memory
But gradually it began to put an impression on my life and it'd never leave
So im left in forever greif and the financial situations are hard to handle
Down to using candles to brighten the room, the house appears in shambles
Breaking things to deal with the notions of what my past has been invading
Creating a life of stress and i put my emitions to the test, its so frustrating