It seems as if im changing, turning my back to my own family
Because among the midst of my life, nobody was there for me
The tide has turned, and in my life, a new chapter has begun
I'm secretly acting my life more times than Ronald Reagan
I'm sitting here writing, trying to block out the all of the screaming
Thinking about my life, repeating, " There has to be a meaning"
My father walked out before there were 8 candles on my birthday cake
Constantly wondering if my birth was my only mistake
But I'm always smiling, on my face you'll never see a frown
Because like Jlo, somebody's always here to hold me down
Trust me, in this life, I do whatever i can to always prevail
But it's hard, nobody's life is a fucking fairytale

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OptimisticallyGenius