Train Tracks.

A jaded location, faded but to the tracks I was enraptured
Because if the image is distorted, sometimes the message isn’t captured
A thin dew, laced the tracks, faced with that the rails offered as canvas
With a mattress of support..
..not taught, but naturally, nature understands this
Unplanned bliss, a sensation of an untouched creation
Over the tracks formed a crescent of vibrant green plantation
A pure vacation, and even as an infant, so fickle and blind
The night entwined shadows, with shapes to trickle my mind
Refined as a recluse, to produce a place I could call my domain
That place on a simple plain but far from simple and plain
Was I insane?..
..More obsessed, possessed with the feeling it was blessed
And as the day past the night thought me it was ok to be depressed
It relieves stress, this place offered hostility in cool breaths
I use to flirt with the trains..
..Testing God’s ability of death, but what’s left?
Times changed people are deranged now, they weren’t to begin
Nature is beautiful, humans are beautiful on the outside, but ugly within
So I couldn’t hold it in, depressed I need to confess, it nearly killed me
Cause the innocent ones in crime can be the ones left feeling guilty
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An ordinary night, no longer bright as the clouds swallowed the sky
Coached in my favorite spot, viewing heaven but caught hell in my eye
The air was dry, so I could focus on two outlines in the distance
A girl forcing with resistance, but a man out powering with persistence
In an instance, the man striked her with a blow no one could defend
My tongue hit the back of my throat as my spine stood on end
I couldn’t lend help, he kept hitting, testing his physical fitness
As I was forced to pay attention to murder, as a silenced witness
What’s sick is, my minds twisted and I can’t go back
And my wife wants a reason why our kids can’t visit the train tracks
The pain attacks me everyday, for that young girl a sit and pray
And make a promise to my wife, our children ill never let astray.