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Used to Be.
IP:
Hiding behind this facade can’t stop
Want to get behind something that won’t drop. Need stability, hunger for an ability to do something, anything at all. I cry at night, cursing my life, wishing I could be another person, and have a chance in this world. I’ll just be another statistic on the news, another scrape, another bruise. I call out to God to have mercy on me, but I think he’s testing me. Trying to make the best of me, but it hurts, oh it hurts the transition inside. I don’t know anything any more I feel like a lamb led to the slaugter door. Waiting for the world to swallow me whole, spit me out and take its toll. Never gonna find love, I always said, I wish sometimes I forgot this past. I wish sometimes it never had last. This was my past, ahead to the future, I’m still as dull now as I used ta. Don’t try to save me, don’t try to tame me, just try to give me a shoulder and I’ll be alright. Too many people have taken advantage Hurt and going on landin. Take this pain, and scatter it I said to Him one night he did, like he scattered day from night. This is my recollection, my want of perfection, my deepest hour of depression.
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