all i can see is my reflection in the object i hold
two dark eyes stare back at me with disappointment
they scream at me with anger but they seem scared at the same time
i hear mummbling and feel rain drops on my skin
as a chill goes through me, i feel i piercing pain in my body
everythings a blur and theres a nauseating feeling inside
when i realize what i've done i'm lost in the world
what have i done, how do i hide this
i'm alone, faced with my fears and actions
unable to hide the pain and scars i'm confronted by an unknown
questioned about my new hobbies and interests i'm speechless
i think to myself
leave me alone no one will ever understand
i'm in my own world now
lost but happier then before