Do you know what its like to try your best, bust
your ass and end up second or last?

Can you see all your dreams almost coming true
but none of the promises hold through?

Can you feel yourself losing it all, because you
never tried to hold on and fall?

Broken promises to amend others, people hurt
offended and bothered.
Can't prioritize, or authoritize,
I can't decide whether or not to patronize.

Wanting to hold on to something so dear, but
feel that too slipping out of gear, year after
year same old shit, nothing accomplished some
want to's and didn'ts.

You want to be good at anything but lack the
determination, even if you have that you lack
the stabaliztion.

Nothing goes as planned, and you sit there
undaunted, as your soul is haunted by
what if's and broken dreams, cry sometimes
selfishly, is that so bad? Maybe indefinately.

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