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08-15-05, 04:59 PM | #1 | ||
pain is weakness leaving the body
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Diary of the Demon Seed
IP:
Monday 8-15-05, 4:59 PM
Reminiscing: came up poor as fuck, schooled on the front porch did well in school, but need more than good grades in the Short Short North, producin' nuthin' but drugz, thugz and roaches and parinoia, got me jumpin' whenever someone approaches me from behind, and it's a permanent condition moved up out the hood, and i still ain't changed how i'm livin' figured since i was nigga be treated as a demon seed so i thought i'd be accepted if i stopped smokin' weed not me, they accused ME of sellin' the shit? told em to look at my clothes do i look like i'm rich? but they don't want to hear logic when it don't suit their story i was so desperate for acceptance would've took it on Maury and took a drug test lie detector whatever don't matter cuz to the neighbors i'll be guilty forever mother passed and fosho it was a tragedy but hurts more cuz thru the pain wit people mad at me they ain't wanna have a brothaz back watchin' him cry but thinkin i deserved every tear out my eye and my boyz knowin' i'm innocent, wouldn't stick up for me instead fucked around with my girl, damn i thought we was homies? but i think i've finally had enough, had it up to here with people's bullshit, to the hypocrits, fuck u the ones that knew what i did and didn't do, the ones who did it themselves there's a time when a real man has to look at himself and realize that america eats it's babies, that's just my luck now they know why i live a THUG LIFE and don't give a fuck
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"I don't want to be deep... I want to feel deep and use that feeling to express depth itself..." -Konchance my poetry: untitled Last edited by chip : 08-15-05 at 09:09 PM. |
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