Eyes closed while I...

dream of dreams while dreaming of nightmares dreamed to be realities...

The same realities that turned back to dreams of reality....

"What’s the difference between this dream from my reality?" I ask...

As My...

Heart changes paces from fast to slow while slowly changing back to fast...

The thoughts in my mind become vivid as if I'm thinking out loud while loudly thinking...

Dressed in my desire to cheat on my mind wit my heart I...

Find myself falling into a mixture of a variety of situations....

Even though I promised myself not to believe promises promised by significant others that....

Promise to for fill promises that eventually become emptied into rivers of emptiness...

I still reach upon stars of hopeful happiness that eventually becomes hopeless sorrow....

Blazed thru my approach in reefer sessions I...

REMINISCE on a previous REAL LOVE to find out WHAT'S THE 411 of my present thru MARY J....

The Grey Goose bottles that get tipped over into my esophagus is 40 PROOF of what love has done to me...

With a Cupid Arrow-Proof vest strapped on...

I dodge Valentines Days while weaving thru sweetest day just to give thanks on thanksgiving looking forward to being single by Christmas...

Shit..... maybe being lonely isn’t so bad....

Though of course you have to deal wit the side effects from lack of love....

The daily back-rubs and questions to how my day was disappear into a midst of selfish company and inconsistency...

Am I happy you ask?

My mind helps me answer wit yes while my heart screams no...

Weaken thru weekends of loneliness and desperation for love and happiness...

I'm beginning to realize that this vest I'm wearing becomes pointless to what I really want....

Am I ready for love?

The real question you should be asking me is...

Is love ready for me?

I've tried you before.... I pray that you don't disappoint me