okay, i had a dream that i had some kind of condition i guess and it was necessary for me to take one of those pills in the hospital or whatever that are supposed to kill you calmly like lethal injection, and like they counted down and i could feel my heart slowin down and shit and its almost like i know what it feels like to die now, and i had my "last thoughts" or whatever... and its really weird now that im awake cuz i remember everything and how it felt and shit

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