Left so early,
feels like yesterday
you were here.
Commiserating, just us
laughing so hard
we shed tears.

We did everything,
no seperating us
anywhere we went.
One childish tiff
started a feud,
friendship was bent.

Refusing to speak,
turn our heads
when we pass.
Three long weeks,
our difference interrupted
discussions in class.

Valiantly you appologized,
bigger than I,
for i'm weak.
Revengefully showed spite,
snide remarks when
ever we'd speak.

But horror strikes,
and unexpectedly you,
lost your life.
The tragic outcome,
really wasnt worth,
our meaningless strife.

Reflecting our conflict,
I'm disgusted with,
all my actions.
I was tainted,
Mesmerized by revenges
unresistable attraction.

Leading to this,
quietly sitting here,
with ashes of thee'.
Drifting further away,
granting your wishes,
burial at sea.

Dry thine' eyes,
glimpse to the skies,
it was my fault.
Throw your remains,
Anchor pulling me,
Breathing comes to a hault.

so
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