Yeah I always think about that kind of shit.

The other thing I think of is with drugs... For example if you overdosed on some hallucinogen and died. Would it have been a bad death? Would you even know you're dying? Maybe you got so high your soul just left your body.

Anyhow... I dont really mind what happens after I die, because death is inevitable. But I want to have a good death... Wouldnt want to die in a car crash or some shit. Id rather kill myself.

And I dont really think i'd want to live into old age to watch myself deteriorate. Maybe that will change as time goes on though.

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