Now I lay me down 2 Sleep...

*Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep.....
And if I die before I wake....I pray the lord my soul to take...*

Can't sleep at night...I'm tossin and turnin
Got these demons in my life and I'm tryin to burn 'em
Its like, they always keeping me awake at night
Always talking to my God trying to get my life right
Moms and dad always kept my mind in da church
Teaching me right from wrong to keep my feet out da dirt
My mind stays corrupted by the afflictions of this world
Going to being a woman from being daddy's little girl
Looking back on my life and clearing my faults
Impurities of my life gotta come to a hault
I'm just scared to fail but guess only time will tell
Will I end up on the street or in a lonely cell
On this blurry path that leads to heaven or hell
One month of school left shit yeah its count down time
Wondering when I get out will i still use my mind
Or will i end up selling to get out a whole
Or being in a fucking strip club poppin on a pole
Don't want to end up at home with no place to go
A couch potatoe thats always asking my parents for doe
I'm stuck on wondering what my fait will be
These thoughts are all I have until I fall asleep....

It's hard being beautiful
but some one has to do it