Yeah I definetly feel you on that. My mind moves kinda fast so saying what thing usually leads to me going further into it. And I try to dwell into why the sin I do is bad and not if god will forgive it. If I knew I was going to hell no matter what I'd still follow what I believe is right. I'm strong enough to practice restraint in order to better the world. I'M NOT TRYING TO HATE ON YOU OR ANYTHING, freal man just think about it ok? Cause from what I've seen you're dedicated to following Christ. All that shit is in you, and you can do what, maybe even more, what he did if you just thought about every single move. -_- please dont imply that im doing anything negative cause it really urks me