...Q,i think you somehow talked urself into believing that ppl must be jealous of you cuz u get no respect n u get clowened...
but trust me when i tell u this,noone is jealous of a middle aged faggot with phsycological problems
i dont even want to hurt ur feelings cuz u seem borderline suicidal to me n i aint tryna have ur death on my conscience,but
u seem like u have no friends,n u are a very unhappy,n an extremely emotionally unstable person...n not to mention lonely
...u are neurotic...u are more neurotic than all the girls i know put together....
u have fits over net conversations,n think that the real world n cyberworld are one and the same

u've got to come to terms with whatever happens online isnt real life...
when u leave the computer u shouldnt even be thinkin about what happened while u were surfing the net...
maybe u need a break from the net man....seriously...u seem addicted
dude,i can imagine that it is probably hard for u to make friends because as soon as u tell dudes in real life u're gay,they dont wanna hang out wit u
so hang out with females then,or gay guys....i dunno
but u got to make some friends in real life or something man
if u had friends in real life u wouldnt turn to the net for friends
why dont u hang out with some ppl from ur church?
u are actually makin me feel sorry for u cuz u seem completely absorbed n obsessed with this site n the IDs that sign into it........
i dunno man,i think u are too far gone for ordinary help,
u may need some professional help or something cuz i think u've got some hidden issues we dont know about....
but i think u need to start by seperating urself from the net,cut off ur isp or get rid of ur computer...n concentrate on ur real life man
internet friendships/crews/boards just arent working out for u..................................
u take it with life and death seriousness son,
u are losing sleep over this shit meanwhile the rest of us are just having a good laugh at ur expense...think about it

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