I don’t crave for a sweet life, just the sweets in life
Treats and bites that prevent me from feeling light
Never eating right, And I’ll be hurt or maybe doomed
If I don’t change how I’ve been eating since a baby soon
I should cry from fears stacked, instead I struggle cause tears lack
See, I was told I had diabetes a couple of years back
Thought it’d be an obstacle I’d succeed in moving through
But the day I stopped eating sweets, I stopped being human too
At least that’s what it felt like, cause later that night I yelled twice
And let myself lose my mind while to my new diet I held tight
There hasn’t been a day it felt right, Can’t even get a nap
Dreaming of the future helps but my dreams reflect the past
And my dreams are sweet, but they’re nightmares cause they’re teasing me
With flashbacks of me eating sweets that have me feeling free
Then I wake up and what I was eating is eating me
Cause there’s not a single sweet around and I’m seeking three
Plus if I had me some I’ll die, but I’ve had enough of life
Asking myself is my life worth a bite of what I like
And I say no, but I can no longer live this way though
I made some treats to let my plate show where my fate goes
Lived my life overweight, now I cant wait ‘til its over
Death’s in order, nothing else will erase this disorder
But that’s enough talk, when you’re filled with joy its hard to speak
I start to eat, and don’t stop ‘til my spoon falls cause I’m far too weak
And this is real until my life has ceased, not a kind of tease
I feel a heart attack bind and squeeze but my mind’s at ease
With one last breath left, ready to get rest, I smile as I get red
Knowing I’ll have sweets in my dreams while I sleep on my death bed

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