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02-06-07, 06:19 PM | #1 | ||
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Suicide Letter
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To Whom This May Concern Feel like cutting my wrist, I don't fucking a exist to them I'm enlisted, hitting my fists and keeping my lips in rum and what's this to come? living my life daring? picking up knives, drinking and hitting my wife karen? That's just what this lifes bearing..more pain and more misery fore me to rebel living in hell has been my history and yea I get knocked up sticking my cock and hot slut and thought I cannot get caught but as soon she walked up I heard the door knob and quickly jumped off to see her gasp holding her hand to her head like having a fever The Mistress I was with jumped out of the bed quickly Threw her purse over her left shoulder like I'm taking this bread with me Man, that was the night my wife lost her trust for me Which only built up my depression and agression with cuts to thee fore arm, I could only silence the pain with more harm Blood leaving my pores in my skin, feeling the swords charm as the tip the blade trickled away the anxiety which flickered in swayed my thoughts just to triple decay quicker than any liquor can stay enriched in my veins, I feel nausea whenever I walk in a room Knowing that 4 wall sanctuary will become a hospital soon But i hate pills, It takes a toll on my motor skills a great deal And all I want to do is come to terms with the fact that my fates sealed By why do these doctors and nurses think they can stop the emotions in the hospital hoping they'll turn me in whenever my thoughts are provoking? It's not like cancer or aids where a machine can turn it away it's a permanent plague that eats away at my determined display and I'll yearn it today, tomorrow or any day that passes on and it'll last as long as the love had for a classic song I wanna die! don't you get it? is it registering? I'm forever cursing and I don't believe in the life of a better person karen is gone, and now I don't believe in what was there all along ever since I slipped the ring on the platform I planned to marry her on... so this is my last say, goodbye to the past play and don't mind the smoke coming from the cigerette in the astray... NO LINKS!!! pm me or willa if u want this re-opened
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~ Back On My Old Account B!tches ~ Honors Superior Cypher - Jan 2007 Last edited by Mindstate : 02-07-07 at 12:27 AM. |
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