theres SOOO many ways of suicide that its not even funny the sad thing is that you can only pick one of them and succeed. i'd try them all if i could

you could blow your brains out with a piece you copped and make a nice messy crime scene for your parents to faint over. i'd like ta just permanently stain my mothers carpet with blood and piss the cops off by making them have ta clean up the mess.

then there's the cleaner but longer way, hang yourself. just make a noose ta fit your head through and dangle off a chair till you run out of breath and count the seconds away to the afterlife where you can think of new methods of killing yourself.

or overdose. just pop a bunch of pills start having a seizure or some shit then just pass out and just pass away. thats probably one of the most boring ways you could go out.

or duck tape a hose from the exhaust pipe and have the other end in your car window with the garage doors closed and doze off till your heartstops and practically just die in your sleep. thats kind of blah too

throw yourself off a building and just plummet to the ground splattering onto the pavement leaving a mess with your body drenched in a puddle of your own blood with shattered bones and cracked concrete. defintly one of my favorites but it has ta be one scary ass way ta go out.

maybe slit your wrists and bleed yourself ta death slashing through your own tendants. put them razors to some good use.

you could climb in a bathtub of water with a tv or something and electrify yourself till you fry your fucking brains out and smell up the house for 5 years. believe me your parents wont be too happy then lol.

anyways i think i'd go with the messy but fast way. just pull the trigger and in a split second im gone. no time, no pain, no life. simple as that. no more bullshit, no more dreading another day. things'll be over and all this shit wont even matter.

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