Do the sheer number of things discourage you? Like, i feel like im just wasting my time with half the shit i do, but than again, i enjoy what i do, but still, i know nothing will come out of it, not just rap, i dont care about that, i probably couldnt pay someone to listen to me rap , but in other shit to, like, theres 150mil people in the Us (approximate, lots more prolly), like, 150mil people that can probably do what you want to do better than you could ever, but if i think like that ill only be getting in my own way, but if i dont, i dont just want to waste time on shit, i dunno im lost here, still tryna to get my head right

Even with workin, dont get me wrong, even the bible says you have to work for what you eat, but i just watch my parents, my dad mainly, workin his life away, not doin a dam thing besides that, its pathetic, i never want to be chained to a 9-5 living pay check to paycheck, wtf is the point of living than

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