Dea,

This letter i am writing you isnt to sit here and preech and repeat myself like i have always have done in the past. It is actually to inform you that I want to sincerly Apoligise for our past. to the days when I would not be civil about things and instead of being mature I would resort to a boy. aswell as me hurting your heart and not thinking about things when being said out loud. I know i've caused a world full of drama and problems back then which I am sorry for. All the problems I had myself I am trying to fix which is everything you've ever told me to stop or not do ever again, like my most recent problems of me blowin you up, getting the last word, to me making you very upset. All these problems that have been here and some still here I am working on very hard baby. And While I am Single and waiting for you to take me back as your boyfriend when you get lonly and tierd of bein single when you take me back. I will by then Have these problems taken care of because from our past till now I've realised what a special Girl you are. No Girl out there has anything you have from beauty to the non drinking or smoking or the love you have to give with such a caressing feeling. Baby as much as i Like to mess around this what im about to say isnt joking around and is the honest to god truth. You truly are an Angel your amazing and I dont know were I would be if it wasnt for you. I've spent so much time pointing fingers and putting blame on things besides myself when really the problems all resorted back to me when I was to blind to see that. I Am working so hard baby to get these problems taken care of so that way when i am your boyfriend again when You take me back there wont be anymore troubles or problems like in the past going from days of happiness and Divine Love to Spending our Arguing frustrating days in hell. All the times we ever argued or called eachother names or just got to eachother it just gets to you and me. And Baby I Wanna Stop arguing thats why I am fixing my problems because i no longer wanna have to put you through my stupid things. Everyday I think back to when My arm was wrapped around you holding you close with smiles to happiness. To non stop kissing every 10 seconds! remember that. to hearing each night you tell me you love me. It brings tears to my eyes remembering those times. But I've Realised that during this break we have untill were boyfriend and girlfriend again it gives me time to recover and bring back those things 100% with me and you. And that baby is why Im fixing my problems is because everyday like that when you take me back everyday after that I wanna have just like when we were At the park Kissing loving and smiling with happiness everyday weather we see eachother often or not. like how i used to complain about the things you did I am terribly sorry for baby. but like i said everyday after you take me back I wont and will not Screw things up like before. I wanna show you a man that you've always looked for in guys and always wanted but no one could give you which is what I wanna give you from right now and everyday after were back together as boyfriend and girlfriend. To Fill your heart with warmth and Love and trust in me and your care for me again. I've been so foolish before and now baby I know i can do this for you my love my Everything. And only you baby. I Hope you can believe me when i say im gonna do this baby cus im doing it for one reason and that reason is so that way when im your boyfriend again you wont go through pain and suffering ever again im sorry baby. I Love you so much Baby.I thank God that I met you. I cant wait untill you take me back cus all that i said Is gonna happen. I Love you with all my heart body and soul.



always yours

Anthony

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