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02-21-09, 03:00 PM | #1 | |
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After the Shots Fired...
IP:
After the shots fired...
I just lay and reminice with quivering lips, amiss Not if I would of missed but why I didn't take the risk This shit? Is it worth it? Cuz now i'm feeling worthless I'm told I did the right thing... ... but have no grounds to support it My mind contorts with, notions and different choices Which are all blurred out by my consciences many voices But I rejoice in my sorrow, because my souls still alive because any joy I can conjure up to my mind is a bribe So maybe my mind just might end up letting me survive And not dive into the truth I'm just trying to hide With the judgement I lack, I struggle to keep my head intact Knowing that after the shot's fired, I can never get it back It sucks having a gun, because it comes with responsibility And it's that same thing that can haunt, and its killing me Wanted for three murders, I had the fucking guy Standing right in front of me, looking me in the eye Almost as if to say "Im READY TO DIE!"... ... but it's a lie ... So at gunpoint I scrample for thought, but heres the plight I have the Green light to kill, but do I read him his rights? With the judgement I lack, I struggle to keep my head intact Knowing that after the shot's fired, I can never get it back But heres the truth, the moment I saw him I checked my eyes And confirmed to myself it was someone I recognized someone I couldn't despise, so instead I stood speechless You might say I'm feeble, but how would you meet this? So as I took no action, the crook got to actin Whipped the heat out quick and I saw it flashin My reaction? A disaster, my sorrow's got me mad Cuz now i'm a failure as a cop, as well as a dad And after that? I couldn't live with myself.. so I stopped And I put the gun to my temple and I finished the job With the judgement I lack, I struggle to keep my head intact Knowing that after the shot's fired, I can never get it back |
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