Is this all life is? A continous daily regimine of absolutely NOTHING....


im not to ambitious, sleeping on hopes and wishes
dreaming of fictious bitches & enormous riches
this list cuts deep, slices that require stiches
i miss much sleep, life is just nerves & twiches
gone in the blink of an eye, lids open wide
try to see what i missed, ignorance is my guide
pissed, still can't figure out why im alive
must have enless lives, inside i die all the time
my life is a line & it ends at every sentence
im not who im suppose to be, its pretend for the senses
skin & expressions are just apolstery
concealing the real me and all my guesses
hard headed, forget it and dispose of all the lessons
even though i know the answers before the questions
what should i do? im accepting any suggestions
i cant live this life any more, bored w/ routine
headed nowhere fast and im picking up steam
a one man banned, played out loud in this dream
there's no I in team, and it seems im the outcast
so sure of myself but real quick to doubt fast
only Rich by name, i know nothing about cash
no flash of the stash, just change for the bus
i dont believe Myself, how the fuck can i Trust?
headed for Dust To Dust, just to get swept away
cant make sense of my life, yet i continue to pay
how can tommorow be brighter when its always today??


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